I woke up and my first thought was VERONICA DAY!! My second was I’m tired and cold I don’t wanna get up. The third was FREAKING HELL ITS VERONICA DAY ITS WORTH GETTING UP FOR!!!! So I got up and I actually didn’t run to TWoP straight away. I didn’t have time. But I got to uni an hour early and headed straight to the library for my TWoP catch up. And the garentee a season 3 thread had grown like a gazillion pages!!! And even that one hour was a freaking roller coaster.
I got so so so so unbelieveably excited with everyone as they were waiting to see if the plane was going up. Then sosossososssoso unbelievably stressed when we got no word and the pilot disappeared and ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh what the hell whats going on. I got a very physical sick feeling in my stomach with worry at this point. Then I found out it wasn’t going up in the morning and my heart dropped to the floor.
But then everyone starting building up till the 4 hour afternoon flight and getting excited and counting down hours. And I read the WB guy was giggling with excitement and I was freaking giggling with excitement!!! I was dieing to hear it was up. I was seriously bouncing in my seat. On the very edge of it. If I wasn’t in a library I would have lost it. And so I’m at this point my heart pounding waiting for the news. And it was getting closer and closer to class time and I was like come on come on! I needed it to be up before I went to class. And then Danielle and Ang came up and tapped me on the shoulder to go and I was this close to just yelling NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! My heart totally died! I just wanted to know it was up there in the sky. I cant believe I actually had the nerve to turn off the computer and go.
Not that it did any good. I was a mess in class. So completely distracted and didn’t know what the hell was going on. I drew little renew veronica mars planes in my borders. And I just wanted to be out of there. And so I decided I would skip my second tute and just go home and wait at my computer all day. Cos really that is so much more important than, like, life. But I didn’t. I found out we have an assignment due next wed so I needed to get refs for it and by the time I’d done that it was time for my second tute anyways. So I went. But all I could think was ‘The plane! The Plane!’.
As soon as class finished I was out the door and on a bus and ready to kill everyone on it. It was packed and the stupid bus stopped at almost EVERY FREAKING STOP!!! It took forever to get home!! Finally I did and like ran from the bus stop. And I got to the guarantee thread which had grown by another gazillion threads and picked up where I left off this morning. Heart pounding waiting to find out the news. And then there was no news at 2:30. And then more no news. And everyone’s freaking out again and hearts are breaking. Then finally we find out its up in the air!! And people said they were crying!! And man I was so proud of that little plane! And seriously I don’t even know what my deal is! I didn’t know I was so attached to the plane. Its not like I even contributed to it in any way. I didn’t plan to be that crazy till it was time for the final. I mean ohmiga all this just for the plane not even the final!!
And then para posted this on TWoP an it all became clearer:
Nine days ago this was a jokey suggestion.
Today it's reality.
A reality that comes along with care packages, flowers, postcards, interview, press releases, and over 100 DVD donations to libraries all over the country with more yet to come.
Say what you will about the batshit-crazy, infighting, wanky fandom. When it comes down to it we can pull our shit together.
Even if we lose this fight, we went down fighting. We did not go gentle into that good night. We raged against the dying of the light.
And so today I am proud to be "we". Today I am proud to be one of you.
I may not have had anything to do with it happening but I know I am just as freaking crazy as those who did. And I am proud to be that nuts. I would fly a plane just for the possibility that V would get renewed. Cos seriously this Fandom is the best.
So yes I am happy the plane went up. I still cant wait for pics. But now my heart has gone back to eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee waiting for the torrent of the finale to go up. Oh my Ga the finale!!!!! I am so excited!!! I don’t know what to do with my self. I wish billy was here. I think I may die from waiting. VERONICA DAY!!! VERONICA DAY!!! VERONICA DAY!!!
hnk lyl
nicole