I had my first real day at uni on wed with actual tutes. It pretty much sucked. Found out that i need to get a $70ish textbook plus two resource books, so that'll be like $100 all up on books! And i'm only going to use them for one semester! That makes me mad, uni costs so much and i like my money the way it is - mine! Besides i've decided i'm ganna save up for a car, even if i cant drive it, its a start.

So yes i found out i need to spend way to much on textbooks. Heidi is in my tutes though so thats nice. And she's my partner for our placement, so at least i have a friend. Seriously wish i hadnt gone back though. Its just so pointless knowing i have no intention to go back next semester. I dont wanna be a teacher. Teachings hard.

I also got real sick from eating uni food on wednesday. All throw upy and headachey. I went straight to bed when i got home and just about died. Stupid uni. And i had to get up at 7! In the morning! Thats still like night time! So wednesday ended with me feeling sick and tired and broke and altogether blah. And its all uni's fault.

I slept in till almost ellen yesterday. I just felt that wiped after wednesday. I really have been feeling tired alot lately. I think maybe i'm getting too much sleep. But when i cut down on my hours i'm even more exhausted. Like tues night i slept for 8 hours, but was absolutely dead by 3 in the afternoon. and then i slept for almost 13 hours wed night to make up for it. Today i was up at like 9, and i am so ready for bed now, and its only 8:30! I dunno, i'm just of the wacky.

So yes, yesterady i slept and bummed and whatevered. Today i still pretty much just bummed and whateverd till the sun came out in the arvo. I watched reefer madness, or parts of it anyways, hence the listen to jeses jimmy. Such a funny song. I had it in my head all morning. Then all afternoon i had loved by mary lane in my head. I went to warners bay early this arvo before my shift cos i was sick of being inside. So i went down to the lake and read for awhile. It was nice. I'm going through the catcher in the rye at the moment. I havnt really gotten into it yet. The God of small things was really really good. Do you ever miss a book when your done with it? Like you enjoyed it so much you wish you could keep reading? No, just me then?

I worked this arvo then came home to my cat and my dinner and my billy.

I'm going shopping with the mother and bill tomorrow, cos shopping is fun. So wont that be nice. Sweet like shirley temple dipped in pudding. Soft like a pillow stuffed with bunnies.

"Bunnies! I dont know what your talking about but i like the sound if it!"

Sorry, reefer maddness tangent.

Anyways see y'all laterish.

hnk lyl
nicole