It was a lonely holiday
I was alone -- you were away
In Fayetteville or in another state
There's so many towns I hate

When you leave me, it breaks me like a bone
But it's never as bad as when you come home
Thought so much about suicide
Parts of me have already died

Lonely -- baby I'm not lonely
Baby I'm not -- I've got my imaginary friends
Happy -- baby I'm so happy
Baby I'm so -- I've got my imaginary friends
And if you don't love me, would you please pretend?

It was a lonely holiday
I was alone -- I was afraid
The bedroom walls were closing in
It must be closing time again

When you leave me, it breaks me like the note
That you said got stuck in your throat
Thought so much about suicide
Parts of me have already died

Lonely -- baby I'm not lonely
Baby I'm not -- I've got my imaginary friends
Happy -- baby I'm so happy
Baby I'm so -- I've got my imaginary friends
And if you don't love me, would you please pretend?

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Could there be a more appropriate song? Except my friends arnt imaginary - logans real (that was a shout out for Billy, but since he doesnt even read this i'm not really sure why). I really like the old 97's cos with them i love the lyrics as much as the music. I mean its cool to yell take a look at me now with the stereophonics but it doesnt really mean anything. But the old 97s with this song or question or whatever totally do. So yay for the old 97s i guess.

Meanwhile its veronica day. This week went so quickly i cant believe i'm getting a new ep already! Hiatus really puts things in perspective. Also i finally found angel season 5 part 2 for a reasonablish price on ebay and bought it. So i have an angel fest to look forward to in the upcoming weeks. I love the angel finale, i totally cried my eyes out. I didnt do that for buffy.

Speaking of crying my eyes out, ohmiga, i might not be going to the zoo saturday afterall! heartbroken much?! Turns out the car is in even crapper condition that expected and has to go off to a specialist. So it seems unlikely that dad will be taking me to meet an alpaca. I'm so seriously bummed, the idea of the zoo was what was getting me through this stupid week without b or mum or anyone to hang with.

Anyways, see y'all later.

hnk lyl
nicole