uni sadness - 2006-01-30
I'm so tired, i was up at 8:30 today. How yuck is that. It was pretty much a good thing though cos i had to do my tutorial registration at 9. That didnt really work out great for me though. It stuffed up and didnt show all my courses so i was all what the hell?! And figured i'd come back later to see if they'd fixed it. And then i came back too late to get the tute i wanted so now i pretty much have a 4hour break on friday. Which theres no way i'm staying for so i'll probably skip my lecture which is a bad thing but i cant just be at uni for four hours with nothing to do. So i'll have to come home in between and spend even more money on stupid bus fares and arrrrrrrgggg I HATE UNI!! I'm not even back yet and i'm all stressed and angry and i really dont want to go back.

I wish i'd looked into tafe or transfering courses sooner instead of just mopeing about it all. And if if's and but's were candy and nuts we'd all have a merry christmas. I cant apply for semester two till april and i dont like the idea of doing nothing. So i'm stuck at uni. I didnt think there'd be air conditioning but apart from that this is pretty much what i thought hell would be like.

Oh also i'm at uni every day for at least two hours. So thats something to look forwad to. Maybe i'll drop my friday course. If i only plan on staying for one more semester it wouldnt matter anyways. But if i dont get into tafe i'll have to make it up in the second semester when i'm meant to be on prac so that wouldnt work too well. Prac, ohmiga yuck, i so cannot go back second semester.

Wah wah wah, woe is me, my pain is great.

In other news i have no news. life is generally dull. Pops back in hospital, has been since last week. We were meant to go see him yesterday but cos the car is dieing dad didnt think we'd make it, so we didnt. He might be out soon though, well last i heard anyways, information rarelt gets passed on to me. I'm ignorant. Mostly i like it that way though.

Chris sent me a video of his uncles alpacas. I thought that was funny. They were pretty cute. The white one had a sexy neck. I seriously am wanting so bad to go to the zoo on saturday. Dad keeps saying he doesnt know we might not money car issues blah blah. But i'm eternally optimistic about it. I'm ganna get my picture taken with the alpaca and put it up on my wall. Or maybe not. I'd appreciate one all the same.

I'm pretty much going broke again. I bought reefer madness on ebay yesterday. I've been wanting it for awhile but keep putting it off till i have more moeny. But it doesnt seem like my bank balance is gatting any higher so i just got it. It a musical about pot. It looks funny. Its the type of thing i'd have to watch with b. Cos we have that same sense of humour, south parkish. Plus he's such a pot head. He's just always stoned. He's back at school tomorrow so i'm ganna be lonely and sad.

Well i'm making me some lunch now. Peace love dope.

hnk lyl
nicole

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