I am so depressed. I could just cry. My whole stupid day, pretty much my whole month is ruined! I had four whole days crossed off my countdown. That was like almost a 1/4 of the way through. And now i have to start all over agian with more days than i had to begin with!! All my hard work making it through each day without goig crazy means nothing cos now i have to wait 19 days. Cos UPN isnt showing episode 11 till the 25th. That is beyond forever away. I just wanna go bak to bed and forget today. And all days till the 25th.

In other bad news which really pales in comparison, i'm stuck doing teaching for another year. Its too late to switch or apply to tafe so i'm just doing the teaching thing again. How great is this year ganna be.

And why the hell isnt it the stupid 25th yet!

hnk lyl
nicole