Is it christmas yet?? These last few days before it comes are driving me crazy. Me and b intended to fill the day up by shopping, but we were home by lunchtime with nothing to do. Well i watched the hilary duff special at two, but after that, nothing. I wish it was christmas now, or even christmas eve. I dont want to have to go through another excruciatingly slow day before christmas! Its just plain torture.

Feels like i havnt updated in ages. Not really anyway. I think its been all VM stuff. So lets see, whats worth catching up on. Tuesday night was staff christmas party. It was really fun. I love working at rnr. I ended up with some chocolates from our present game thing. And ros gave everyone a fan. I think that was my first gift of christmas. Awww happiness for me.

Wednesday was less of the joy. I stayed up till like 12 on tues being a nerd and downloading. Then wed morning i had to wake up at 6:30 to get to my nans before dad starts work. And he starts work before i'm even usually up. Just way too early for me. So i was so beyond tired all day. I just wanted to fall asleep but i figured that would just make me more tired in the arvo and i had to work. As soon as i came back from work though i just colapsed on the couch till dad came to pick us up.

Also wednesday my cousin karma and her girl madison were meant to stop by my nans. I havnt seen karma since i was 12 maybe so i was really looking forward to seeing her. Just to see if i still even recognised her or whatever. Back in the day she was my favourite cousin, i just thought she was cool, probably cos she was just older, its not like i even saw her much. So yeah i was all psyched to see her. But she ended up coming about 1/2 an hour after i left for work and left about 1/2 an hour before i came back, so i missed her. Was pretty bummed bout it. Bradley didnt even know her. Mel says she looks old now. Shes 23, how old is that. Shes a mum now. so weird. Oh well, maybe in another 6ish years i'll see her.

Wed night we went out to Tarro to see a christmas light display. We went every year when i was a kid, it was the biggest christmas tradition. We went every year till B was about 4, so i mustve been 9, when dad just got over it cos it was the same every year. But this year we decided to go out there and see if t was all still up. It was so sad only like every 4 houses had there stuff still up. It was all really nostalgic too cos i rememebrd all the cutouts taht were still there. I regognised houses that didnt have stuff up anymore. I mean i last saw them over half my life ago and i could remember it all so well. So yeah it was a nostalgic visit.

Thursday... i did nothing. Computered i guess. Watched the christmas movie at midday. And today me and b went shopping. Started out pretty bad, couldnt find anything and got all bummed. Specially cos this jacket i really wanted from JJs which looked so much like one V wore (and thats not even why i wanted it, it was just a bonus!) wasnt there anymore. But on our second visit to stores b found i really good top and i got two from supre.

I got this blue one, which i personally think i look so hot in (i know conceited) but i really shouldnt have bought it cos its so low cut and i i'll probably never even have the nerve to wear it out. I'll just model it in my room for chinky. I do look hot though. Seriously.

And yes now i am bored beyond the telling of it. I've visited all my usual sites and theres nothing to read or see or download. Billy doesnt really want me to watch 'an echolls family chistmas' again. He is so over it and doesnt even get why its my favourite. But i could just watch it all the time. By the way, whatever happened to the alpaca? Did it die in the fire? Was it just a mythical snark inspired creature? These are the serious thoughts that plague my days. That and the logan favourite things song. It jsut will not leave my head.

Is it janurary 18th yet? I just want my wallace.

hnk lyl
nicole